My Yr 1 2nd Sem grades are pretty shitty but Im over it, just gotta make sure it doesnt happen again but I was in store for another shock. The list of those getting Dean's List just came out and quite a few people in the list were pretty unexpected (for me). He got in too. Im ShOCKED! Not to say he is lousy or watever but i never thought he's tat good. I have to say, Im Proud. Im so happy for him. One thing for sure, i have an extra impetus to work harder. I can do it! I am sooo not beneath him. I slipped, thats all. Not gonna happen again, I swear.
This is a partial list of what I plan for next sem:
1) get 'B's, AT LEAST.
2) get my weight under 55kg. Im way overweight now and frankly, Im not liking it.
3) gonna join some debate tournaments (2 reasons: i need the points, i need the practice)
4) gonna work part-time; monthly salary aim: $ 100 (start low lar...)
From what I can see, this covers pretty much every aspect of my life, we'll c how it goes, promise i will update. my plan of getting my weight under 60kg before going back seems unlikely now but i promise i wont forget my ultimate goal. I Want to feel good. I Want to look good. Oledi have plans to undergo a meal replacement regime for the 1st month i go back (for the internship). C what happens then. I know it aint a permanent solution but i want fast results then try to keep it at that. keep thinking about going for diet supplements but am extremely worried itll be harmful so will try simpler ones 1st before going for drastic measures, hope i wont have to get to that.
Wednesday, June 18
Monday, April 21
Going Crazy
Have been meaning to do a Legal Theory essay this morning but ended up doing more revision on the topic. Feel so useless, i have read more than half of the readings but still dunno how to do the questions. No doubt, i am incredibly worried about the exams coz its 2 compulsory questions in 2 hrs, close-booked. What if I dunno wat she is asking? Wat if i totally blanked out? without any books at all, Id probably die.
Legal Theory really isnt tat bad a topic. It is interesting to read ppl's view and the thrashing tat goes with it but when it comes to MY view, well, I just dont have one. even if I do, my view is totally my own and i rilli dunno how to substantiate it with the very freaking chim readings we were given. I like abit here, abit there, and a whole lot of criticism. Argh.. its making me wanna just ........... AAARGGHH!
Ok, its out, gotta continue. Next up: Robert Alexy's 'D Argument fr Injustice: A Reply to Legal Positivism'
Legal Theory really isnt tat bad a topic. It is interesting to read ppl's view and the thrashing tat goes with it but when it comes to MY view, well, I just dont have one. even if I do, my view is totally my own and i rilli dunno how to substantiate it with the very freaking chim readings we were given. I like abit here, abit there, and a whole lot of criticism. Argh.. its making me wanna just ........... AAARGGHH!
Ok, its out, gotta continue. Next up: Robert Alexy's 'D Argument fr Injustice: A Reply to Legal Positivism'
Saturday, March 29
1st Taste
Of alcohol.... Ya, I actually had a taste of alcohol, specifically vodka, outside home tonight. No, it wasnt at a club or pub or anything... It was at a barbeque. Im so glad i went. Made some new frens and reinforced old frenships, u gotta right, sharing the same cup of drink?
It really wasnt too bad but din rilli leave an impression. Turns out it had 40% concentration of alcohol. Freaking bitter really. got the unripe banana/mango feel: 'giap' :D Id say i had 1/4 of a small paper cup, not much, admittedly, din get drunk but i oso din have the 'red face' thing happening either. I had wanted to c whether i get 'red face' easily, guess not, but a fren did tho... Gotta try out my jiu3 liang4 when i go home. We have whiskey and red wine i think, but i never liked red wine, find them too dry for my taste. Loved whiskey's fire though! Mayb coz i never tried the rilli high quality ones. I mean, there muz b a reason ppl like to drink right? right?
Finish the post with a bit of trivia: Alcohol is a depressant (unbelievable? Believe it!)
It really wasnt too bad but din rilli leave an impression. Turns out it had 40% concentration of alcohol. Freaking bitter really. got the unripe banana/mango feel: 'giap' :D Id say i had 1/4 of a small paper cup, not much, admittedly, din get drunk but i oso din have the 'red face' thing happening either. I had wanted to c whether i get 'red face' easily, guess not, but a fren did tho... Gotta try out my jiu3 liang4 when i go home. We have whiskey and red wine i think, but i never liked red wine, find them too dry for my taste. Loved whiskey's fire though! Mayb coz i never tried the rilli high quality ones. I mean, there muz b a reason ppl like to drink right? right?
Finish the post with a bit of trivia: Alcohol is a depressant (unbelievable? Believe it!)
Monday, March 24
An Afternoon at Holland V
I really have to control myself!! 1 afternoon out and S$80 gone! hhahahhaha... not on anything good oso....
1st, the food:
Provence - read raves about their bread (its a bakery) and tot of going (again, coz i went before but din pay much attention). Gotta say, their coffee smells good.. Coz they hav this cafe thing going on and Hhmmm... nice... but i din get tho... juz the bread (3 piece + 1 half loaf) oledi cost me S$7.70. Not cheap.. 3 PGP chicken rice but i finish the 3 small pieces d! Nothing special, i tot. The bread wasnt soft or anything neither was the chocolate very pure... feels like custard...
Starbucks - yes! finally... haven indulged in coffee tis sem til now but Im pretty disappointed. Got iced caramel macchiato which was SWEET!! caramel is nice but I cannot tahan the sweetness, rilli too much for me... can even finish my cup of coffee.,.. wat a waste!
Spent the most on Nails, did manicure at Lush Nails... the place was ok, provided green tea but i tot the girl was too quiet... i was b.o.r.e.d.... how can i not??? cannot touch anything... But the real reason i went was coz i broke my nail and i wanted to get it 'repaired' they call it 'silk wrap'. I was contemplating getting a manicure but i tot it too expensive. Alaz, the powers tat be has other plans.. Broke my nail during lunch. I took it as a sign i should try the place out :P
Am considering going for pedicure next coz they seem to do the whole scrub and all tat... and i need it, wat with the rough thick skin on my feet! but the basic price is S$ 33.. haiz... where got so much $$$????
1st, the food:
Provence - read raves about their bread (its a bakery) and tot of going (again, coz i went before but din pay much attention). Gotta say, their coffee smells good.. Coz they hav this cafe thing going on and Hhmmm... nice... but i din get tho... juz the bread (3 piece + 1 half loaf) oledi cost me S$7.70. Not cheap.. 3 PGP chicken rice but i finish the 3 small pieces d! Nothing special, i tot. The bread wasnt soft or anything neither was the chocolate very pure... feels like custard...
Starbucks - yes! finally... haven indulged in coffee tis sem til now but Im pretty disappointed. Got iced caramel macchiato which was SWEET!! caramel is nice but I cannot tahan the sweetness, rilli too much for me... can even finish my cup of coffee.,.. wat a waste!
Spent the most on Nails, did manicure at Lush Nails... the place was ok, provided green tea but i tot the girl was too quiet... i was b.o.r.e.d.... how can i not??? cannot touch anything... But the real reason i went was coz i broke my nail and i wanted to get it 'repaired' they call it 'silk wrap'. I was contemplating getting a manicure but i tot it too expensive. Alaz, the powers tat be has other plans.. Broke my nail during lunch. I took it as a sign i should try the place out :P
Am considering going for pedicure next coz they seem to do the whole scrub and all tat... and i need it, wat with the rough thick skin on my feet! but the basic price is S$ 33.. haiz... where got so much $$$????
Saturday, March 22
Suan4 Ming4 LoL
Got to know of it from another blog... Do u think its correct?
Apparently, regardless of how magical the 'master', he/it/she? dunno if Im a female or male :P
Can try it here..
http://www.fatemaster.tw/name.php?n1=%E6%AC%A7&n2=%E9%BA%97%E8%8E%B2&button2=%E7%AE%97%E5%91%BD
Cant say its all correct though... I DUN form groups or boycott or jadi batu api k?? i hate ppl like tat. I dun control other ppl's tots.
More li2 pu3 is the outward and actions part.
外表溫柔???? Hahahhaha.... My foot!
*事情會自己全部攬起來做 -- actually i try to get the less work positions, am prob one of the most lazy person on earth!
*有時太愛計較，讓自己很累 -- rilli meh? u judge lor.
*個性比較保守，做事相對也比較安份 -- will seem that way but trust me, if i follow my instincts all the time, things will be WAAAY different!
欧麗莲 的內在想法
Apparently, regardless of how magical the 'master', he/it/she? dunno if Im a female or male :P
Can try it here..
http://www.fatemaster.tw/name.php?n1=%E6%AC%A7&n2=%E9%BA%97%E8%8E%B2&button2=%E7%AE%97%E5%91%BD
Cant say its all correct though... I DUN form groups or boycott or jadi batu api k?? i hate ppl like tat. I dun control other ppl's tots.
More li2 pu3 is the outward and actions part.
外表溫柔???? Hahahhaha.... My foot!
*事情會自己全部攬起來做 -- actually i try to get the less work positions, am prob one of the most lazy person on earth!
*有時太愛計較，讓自己很累 -- rilli meh? u judge lor.
*個性比較保守，做事相對也比較安份 -- will seem that way but trust me, if i follow my instincts all the time, things will be WAAAY different!
欧麗莲 的內在想法
女生
*頭腦反應快，模仿學習力強
*個性主動積極，但也急性子
*在不如自己意時會搞小團體，或者做一些挑撥的事
*性格比較激烈急躁，是個耐心不足的女孩子
*對自己要求比較嚴格，在團隊中也不甘願認輸，比較好強
男生
*想得比較多，簡單的事也常常想到很複雜
*頭腦不錯，求學時成績良好，很會做筆記
*個性主動、積極，比較會去配合他人
*對於不熟的人防禦心比較強
*看起來很好說話，但倔強起來比石頭還硬
欧麗莲 的外在行為
女生
*外表溫柔內心倔強的人，內心嚴重的缺乏安全感
*佔有慾會顯得比較強烈，常常會不安
*事情會自己全部攬起來做，比較勞碌命
*有時太愛計較，讓自己很累
*個性比較保守，做事相對也比較安份
男生
*沒什麼安全感，很怕失去生活中所擁有
*對於自己有利的事就會斤斤計較，不放過自己的利益
*不關自己的事就會顯得懶懶的，不予理會
*做事很有效率，速度非常快
*一開始覺得很有親和力，但被發現自私後，就會疏遠
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